What I did was very wrong, and I learned quite a bit about copyright infringement. I learned a few things actually...
I have typed this many times already, and the past 2 days have been making me sick because not only is there little work coming in, but now I have to worry about a lawsuit and actually losing my business while having a baby on the way. Yes... It IS my own fault and I made a terrible mistake.
The worst part about it is knowing I am a good man and my wife tells me I'm a good man, but to look in the mirror and say... Well am I??.... THAT truly sucks. No one here knows me personally, and now I don't even know if anyone here cares, but I AM a good man. I am a good man with a big heart with a family and a home. I liked coming here to see what people showed, because no matter what you all think of me now, I am ALWAYS pushing myself to do better as a business man and an artist and I always ask how'd they do that?.
I see Fellers and everyone else's prices on clipart images, and I have to ask myself... Do I buy the clipart or pay the electric bill? How many people here have been in this situation before:
The phone hasn't wrang more than twice a day in the past few months, the bills are backing up.. credit card companies calling... supply houses calling.... and this person comes in....
Thanks for coming in sir/mam this is my price for that wrap... Thanks buddy but I see your work and I want to give you ALL of my business but the guy over here will sell the wrap to me for this much, and that's a couple of hundred bucks less than you are... sir/mam do you understand this guy works out of his house and wraps in his driveway, and what we are charging you for pays for the CORRECT way for us to do your job?.... Times are tight these days sign guy... I need to keep all the pennies I have.... end....???? What do you do when you are in that situation?
Maybe I'm the only one. I don't want to go out of business, so unfortunately I have to take that job because I am still in the beginning stages of business. Obviously what I did was wrong, and against the law, and I WILL have to pay for it no matter what. I've never been looked at as an outcast, or a hack, or an art theif before, but I can tell you all... You don't want this. I take great pride in what I do, and yes... there are times when I lack the talent, or the time, or the skills, or the resources to finish a job that is paying my bills, so I go to the internet for help. I DO THIS. Right, wrong or indifferent I have a family to provide for and that is what is most important to me.
SOMEONE ratted me out in my own "community" to make an example of me, and they did. EVERYTHING on the internet is traceable. That was another lesson I learned. I guess I'm the only one who has made something for someone else weather it is a vinyl decal, a wall graphic, or a vehicle wrap that involved a part of someone else's art. Or I am simply the guy who got caught.
If you care about your community and you want to help them... GET TO KNOW THEM and then form your own opinion of what they stand for before you bash their character. That shit hurts guys.
If you want to know me and what I stand for, then pick up the phone... The way we help each other is by pointing fingers? If that is how THIS community helps out is less stronger members then I don't want to be part of it.
I did a very amateur thing people, but to the people I did it for, they thought it was an amazing job... Now I know where I stand, and thanks for the reality check.
Where do I go from here? One day at a time. Our past shows where we've been, and explains why we are the way we are, and we choose today to learn from the past so hopefully we don't make the same mistake in the future. I didn't have to post this at all, but I did because I have to do what makes me happy and my family proud. I am a man and I admit... I f*cked up.
STW will be back, better, and changed, and so will I.