If you don't consider your sign business as a real job, then you're only fooling yourself by staying in this field.
Running by the seat of your pants is no way to run a business. You must make plans, set up strategies, target certain customers and get yourself ready for low points.
Someone just had a thread recently about this same thing.
It's far easier to say these things, then it is to set them in motion. You have a tendency to jump up and down when things aren't going smoothly.... which seems to happen to you quite often. I don't know how long you've been in business, but why don't you average out your yearly income, take home in say the last three years of your doing business and figure out what your yearly take is. Then you could pace yourself better.
These things have nothing to do with home-based or large companies. It's all about a business plan. We're not huge by no means, but I'm always working on deals for the next year or four or five months out. I always want a 3 to 4 at least.... month backlog. When we have a 6 month, I breath a little easier. Right now, we have several large jobs booked for next year, some repeat customers I know will be around at certain times, which make the 'walk-in or phone call customers just icing on the cake.
If you had that 'real job' with the weekly check, you would base taking the job on.... if it was enough money for you to meet your monthly bills, activities, groceries and any other frivolous bills you encounter. You do a budget and you live accordingly. Well, this is no different. You have to figure out what it is you need to make ends meet, and at least get that much going and then start adding to get your income to a level of comfort you can really do something with. Otherwise, you're just p!ssing away a good opportunity for someone.
However, there's one small difference.... you'll only keep that weekly check, as long as you perform. Otherwise, you'll be fired and someone else will work it. The same thing goes for your
OWN business.... you have to work it and make it work. You can't sit back and wait for things to happen and then when they do.... go have a party and blow it. It has to fit into your whole scheme of things.